17/6/2021 — The Toughest Day

Today is 17th June 2021. I woke up at 06.30am to study. Today is the toughest day, I am so damn tired. My first class started at 08.30am to 10.30am, second class started at 02.00pm to 03.00pm, third class started at 04.30pm to 06.30pm, and the final class started at 06.30pm to 09.30pm.

The final class is ‘MPU’. It was being taught in Malay. Malay is my worst language. I feel so stress and tired because we have to present and even rebate for this course. Also, we have to write reporting, with Malay. I don’t know what should I do for the next step, I can’t understand the instructions of grouping or anything I heard. I have to watch the recording but I am so tired now. I have no more energy for this stuff. I am so stress because if I fail this subject, then I can’t be graduated. This is so bad. I have no idea what should I do. Studying the main modules has spent so much times, I can’t even sleep. And now, I have to study another subject, with Malay language. Besides, there are 2 left subjects, mathematics prerequisite and BM(A) (Malay subject) will be started at the next month. God bless me.

I will go and take a bath, then sleep. I am so damn tired. I don’t even have extra energy to make the time spending chart or something else. Maybe I will write them at tomorrow.

Good bye and Good night.